I can't just erase you away.

How do I put this nicely?


You see, I love you, and I wish so hard that things wouldn't have to end up this way, but if you are going to go on hurting me when you're hundred percent aware of the consequences, then I've to do what I've got to do.


God knows how upset am I just thinking about what might have happened had we handled this differently, had you behaved contrarily. But I guess you never cared. Have you?


And you know what's the worst thing? Even with all the cold treatment that I don't deserve to get, I still love you. And it doesn't change, even the slightest.




I don't know how I'm supposed to retaliate to this, neither do I know how am I supposed to hold on any longer.

I just know that, this can't go on forever and somebody needs to take a stand and decide. Once and for all. Once and for all.